syawal come again

 

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

 

alhamdulilah, we've been through ramadhan..i just found a quote from a friend just now and its sounds do beautiful..

"Ramadan is like a rare flower that blossoms once a year, & just as you begin to smell its fragrance, it disappears for another year"

theres nothing special about this year raya..all the married siblings not coming home (yeah, this year the opposite family's turn) sob3 sunyi aje rumah ni, ank2 buah yg boleh buat gadoh tak de...

 btw, semperna syawal ni, aku menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf if i did wrong...as a normal human being, i do mistakes...yeah, we learn from mistakes and i do seek for your forgiveness if i do hurt you, or do something without noticed it may hurt someones heart..

finally, selamat hari raya and happy independence day Malaysia

ramadhan the 13th

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

its already 13th of ramadhan...last year on this date, my beloved nephew was born...3 years of waiting was totally worth after seeing him smile..

on this simple note, su want to wish you Happy 1st Birthday Hafiy!!!! semoga hafiy membesar jd anak yg soleh, umat Muhammad yang beriman and bertakwa...amin ya robb

i'm maybe not educated enough by wishing you here, but i really hope that one day you will read this msg and know how much i love you and miss you so bad...hugs and kisses 

ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan~~

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

alhamdulilah, sampai jugak aku ke ramadhan 1432H..semoga ramadan kali ini lebih bermakna dr ramadhan2 sebelum ni...aminnn

cerita pasal ramadhan ni, its remind me of my hyppos..rindu nyeh rindu nyeh rindu nyeh!!!! thn ni dh kali ke 3 i've been through ramadhan alone without them..i'm missing the time we went to param (thats what people in jb called bazar ramadan) pusing 10 kali pon still takde benda yg mnarik di hati...actually its all because tiap2 thn param kt utm ni jual benda yg sama je...hua3 and we end up buying the same thing everyday..time buke plk, same as usual semua pon kepoh nk becerita, byk bebenau cerita nk dikongsi sambil mkn...the terawikh was great..we usually went to collage's surau where theres an imam that has been assigned to lead the prayers...

ramadhan 2 thn yg lepas was quite boring coz i'm totally alone (damn, sape suruh ko sambung belajar asma???)...sahur sorg, berbuka pn sorg...sayu kot lappy je yg teman tiap kali nk mkn...and suddenly i missing my mum and hommy (T____T) but this year is different, a got friends utk sahur, buka puase and even moreh...yahuuuu no more the sound of the fan accompany me while eating, this time its full of laugh and happiness...thanks guys for welcoming me with open hand...

enough with that...let me share something great happened yesterday...berkat ramadhan ni, i start waring the white coat again...alhamdulilah this maybe my last part, insyaAllah (pray for me guys)

even though i know its not end yet till next year, but at least i finish up writing and try to get myself employed...(jeles kot, org lain dh 2 thn kerja, but for me i manage to work only 10 month then stuck with the research work for years)...semoga berkat ramadhan ni melimpah ruah utk kita semua...

p/s: i've read contengan jalanan by hlovet..that book really moved me....i really hope i manage to fight all thoughts in my mind and slowly learn to know Allah with all my heart, insyaAllah...

UMTAS 2011

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

Alhamdulilah, end of second conference, got another 2 conference to go..actually i felt enough with all this conference, i just want to focus on final writing (i want to grad and start new life!!! phm x!!!)...

back to the story, UMTAS 2011 quite ok la...but still same like my previous conference which held at the same place, nothing much...yg happynye sbb blk rumah, tdo kt bilik sendiri...ekekekeke

the dinner same like SKAM23, which Chinese cuisine, i'm not into it act, but i'm so into the Chinese tea (rindu sgt2 time kt beijing..huu)

this time, again i bring my friends to the beach which not far from my home...ye la, jb takde pantai secantik kt kampung halamanku....hua3 yes, its true, our beach tottaly breath taking...(^^!!)

 

if not them, i wont came here...ekekee

 kanak2 ribena blari2 kegumbiraan...

 yes, i wet there waring kurung...bajet sweet ;p

 

 ni je yg berjaya di angkot...

the last day, my prsntation (@@)

lots of new things have learn here, but mcm biasa msk telinga kanan keluar blk telinga kiri...hua3 

btw, last Wednesday was not so good day for both of us...for me, i went for meeting with my supervisor...the meeting was all about my future...sigh~~~ (its impossible for me to grad this sem and some not so good have been decide in the meeting...dah rezeki kau sampai situ asma, sbr..) and for him, his hp dah kena rampas..(T___T) thats means we cannot contact each other like usual..i'm gonna miss him soo bad... be strong k, we have to be strong...for future, we have to struggle hard and together we fly high..(^.-) pray for us~~~

p/s: thanks for the song..i love it, love it, love it..(^^!!)

songs of mine

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

 

oh sunday morning at home..oh..oh..oh(its feel so good cz if aku kt utm skg konfrm br terhegeh-hegeh nk pg mandi or worse traped at lab ><!!) sejak dok rumah manis rumah ni, i've got a lot of time to online sambil dgr2 lagu...and suddenly this song playing on my playlist, keep on repeating in my mind over and over again...dh lame kot aku tingalkan lagu2 cmni (sbb gile korea mlanda jap...;p) 

tetibe rs rindu kt rumate lama aku puput and lia...time2 study week telinga konfrm tsumbat earphone and pasang lagu2 cmni kuat2...sometimes (opsss...not really, slalu kot) dgr puput dok karok sengsorg...hua3 damn, i miss dat time (T.T) cz she always wake me up with morning songs...;)

but honestly this kind of songs, if you listen to it carefully it so meaningful and giv you inspiration...not kinda korean songs dat talk about love aje (dis dosent mean i dont like it...ekekekeke i do listen to them to ;p)

p/s: ok, mayb im only in the mood of this song...owh, jiwa kacau jap...(-.-!!)

F.A.M.I.L.Y

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

its been for a while since i last wrote here..too many things happened and i just got lost in life..alhamdulilah, all this things was given to me because He loves me...and thanks to my parents, and siblings that always behind me, trust me and wipes away all my tears, from deep down in my heart i love all of you till haven, may Allah bless...

panjang pule mukadimahnye, hokey this part was fun...i just wondering when was the last time all of us went for holiday...its maybe very2 long time ago, i think the last time was when i was in standard 2 or 3...and finally we made our time for a short holiday together...yes all of us include all the budak nakal...ktorg tak pergi jauh pn, tak cukop bajet nk pergi jauh2, but langkawi rawks!!!

still remember when we came here years ago, that time daddy have seminar and all of us so damn bored waiting for him so we decide to walk from hotel to pekan kuah, but to do it again now i think its impossible for us, with all the budak nakal, its out of control...hua3

 

rainbow welcoming us at kedah

a mother of 5 gurl...;p

finally bjaya naik cable car ni walopn dh byk kali smpai sini

mum and dad with the bujangs (opss...he will no longer bujang after dis..sob3)

us with big smile

perghhhh...bgegar kot hanging bridge ni...

such a great view...subahanallah

ponat den dok panjat tange ni x sampai2..

kontrol cuak nek cable car..ekekeke

 

look at her smile...love to see it...hugss

alhamdulilah, the family trip was fun...and it sweep away my stress and worries, thanks parents, abg2 akak2 and the budak nakal and and and you dear heart...

p/s: dear heart, thanks for the support and be there when i need you...

dear heart

 

In the name of Allah the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful :)

 

 

Lately, aku mcm lost focus on my study...y, y, y??? sgt tak suke bila benda mcm ni jadik...i become lazy like panda, tdo aje memanjang....sigh

so please dear heart, back to where you belong...be more focus, just few month and we will end this for good...